I have to admit that the past few weeks was tiring for me. But it's ok if it's for God..I am just asking for an extra strength to fulfill all His task that He assigned to me. Practice for the upcoming worship concert. This is a collaboration of all churches in Albay and Legaspi. It was a privilege for us and a great challenge to balnce everything...work, ministry, and God. I have less time in comprehensive Bible reading nowadays. But I still have prayer and devotion. I wasn't able to pass my journal as our requirement in shepherd's meeting. But I wasn't able to write because I don't want to push myself because it is a requirement. Besides, my blog is always updated because it serves as my online journal. Yup, I'm already a part of it. It's a privilege but it's not really big deal on my part. I will serve God will all my heart regardless of my position in the church.
God is my focus and an intimate relationship with Him. as what He has always said in Matthew 6:33, seek Him first and everything will be added to me. I know He is beautifying me inside. This is the only thing that concerns me and everything will just follow.
I am still dealing with the fear of rejection but it's alright. God loves me just as I am. I wouldn't ask my fellow Christian to love me. I don't need that. I please God and not men.
I will expect more challenges coming from the Lord the more I spend time with Him. I need to be busier seeking Him rather than doing something for His kingdom. I need to check that I am connected with Him and don't neglect the king.
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