I had a great weekend I spend with my family. But I was torn between my pursue with the Lord and purse with my professional career. My faith was being tested with the current situation of my family. They badly needed my support and my job here isn't enough to finance them.
I had a dear sister, my classmate in Bible school, I poured out everything to her, all the pressures, anxieties, and frustrations I've felt. She said that it's a test of faith. Yeeeeee.... and the best thing that I need to do is trust Him. It's easier said than done. I can say I trust the Lord but my spirit will convict me of the truth. I'm on the tough situation. But I know I need to lay down my burdens to Him...
My mission is still on hold... YET i believe i just need to wait for his signals..it's time for fishing...but i was waiting for the confirmation. I learned from the Bible School that I need to wait and don't push... This is the testtimony about the test of my faith to God.
It's far beyond my comprehension. But God is the only person whom I can trust. and this is the best thing that I can do. I know someday, when this test is over, I am a different person God has designed me to be...
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