Thursday, September 24, 2009

A Night of Extravagant Worship Before Grand Concert



I fell into Satan's trap just before I went to practice for a worship concert. I came to our practice with a very burden in my heart. I don't deserve Him. Remorse slowly hit me and I am so tired for being like this. I asked forgiveness but this guilt feeling won't go. I need His grace. I can't do this. I can't stand in His presence.

I sang three praises but felt that wasn't enough. Some of us were already committing mistakes when we already perfected it a couple of days ago. Am also tired and I know most of us have a lot of concerns to attend. But for the very last time, I want to give Him the best of my best and all the things that I haven't poured out before. I asked Him last night. Lord, please make me pleasing unto You, please make me do my very best unto You.



During the last practice, it seems amo not doing my best yet. But I did in my own strength. I seek Him and wait for Him earnestly. I am desperate that night to give Him the best and the highest praises and worship that I ever have to offer. I felt that God is looking down upon us. He is seeking and searching for His worshippers. God knows our hearts. We want to pour our hearts unto Him. God saw it. And He didn't failed us. On our last song All of My Days, we worship not only through our mouth but through our hearts. He didn't want us to stop..my knees became weak and I fell into the floor..i felt to weak of His presence but all I want at that moment is to obey Him, please Him, and be consumed with His Holy Spirit.

The music is unstoppable and Sally is exhorting non-stop. And she fell in the floor. I grab again the phone and shout His praise non-stop. I went ballistic. My flesh is crying out of praise for Him. My being was so consumed of His grace, of His love, of His presence. I want to consume all of Him. We want to give Him praise and worship until our last energy because He deserves the best.The people in church vow down unto Him.. We felt His presence and we hear angels and trumpets. We're on the mountain but He is just near us among the the thousands of unseen worshipers and saints.

We know it's just an appetizer. God will do more on concert. And it was an unforgettable experience for the group.

Monday, September 21, 2009

God's Plan for Me: to be a Missionary

We had a devotion yesterday for worship concert.. One of our worship leaders, Sally discussed the meaning of worship..We're on the right track and it's good learn more from other fellow Christian. I was assigned to be in intercession. But God has different plans..

I long for His presence and He easily found me. As usual, tears kept falling like rain in my face and I can't contain these emotions. He said I need to give up someone that I learned to love even for a short time. It's hurting but I can feel that God is comforting me as a Father. I need to do this, if I will disobey, I will only suffer. After that, He came to us as a God. He used Sally's mother to give His message. Wow! It's our first time to encounter this!

Jesus was speaking through her!!!!! He said that He's coming soon... and He will send us to the different parts of the world to become salt and light of this earth. He said He loves us. I can't help but cry. I long to be with Him... and He said to me, I need to spread His word to my neighbor in Naga. That was Krisha's family, my classmate in college. If I failed, I will suffer punishment. But whatever happens, I know that I will obey.

But what struck me most is His plan for me that I will be a missionary...woah!!! It was the second time around that He reveal His message. Wahuhuhuhu...There is fear inside me..But God will enable me to fulfill His plans for me.. I will be a missionary someday and there's nothing I can do to prevent this from happening.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Sing PRAISE unto HIM!!!

I am experiencing a great deal of depression, fatigue the past few weeks... But this is what God telling me,
SING PRAISE!!!! This is my daily devotional with Joel Osteen..but the sad thing is, I keep on ignoring them and focus on my inner struggle...But God is faithful, diligent, and patient.....He will always remind of of Romans 1:2 to renew my mind and have a new perspective..Now He is teaching me to praise Him!

Today’s Verse: “Sing, O childless woman, you who have never given birth...” (Isaiah 54:1, NLT).

Today’s Word:

Sometimes, when we don’t see our dreams and desires coming to pass, we can feel empty and barren like a woman who is unable to have children. But look at what this verse is saying: if you’ve got unborn promises, don’t just sit around in defeat. Don’t just give up and say, “Too bad for me.” No, God says when you’re barren, the first thing you need to do is sing a song of praise. You might think, “Well, Joel, I’m kind of depressed today. I’ll sing after I have my ‘baby.’” No, this passage wasn’t written to people who were holding their baby and had seen their dreams come to pass. It was written to empty-armed people; people who didn’t have what they were believing for. Do you know why? When you’re giving God praise, do you know what you are doing? You are activating your faith and putting yourself into position to give birth to that promise. You are setting yourself up for God to move on your behalf.

Why don’t you get into position today by singing a song of praise? All throughout the day, thank Him for what He is doing in your life and watch those dreams and desires come to pass.

Today’s Verse: “Unto You, O my Strength, I will sing praises; for God is my Defense, my Fortress, and High Tower, the God Who shows me mercy and steadfast love” (Psalm 59:17, AMP).

Today’s Word:
In the Bible, David had all kinds of challenges. People lied about him, accused him, and tried to kill him. In Psalm 59 he says, “My enemies are coming against me like vicious dogs trying to destroy me. But as for me, what am I going to do? I will sing about Your power. And I will shout for joy for You are my refuge, my place of safety in my day of distress.”

Notice, in David’s time of need, he wasn’t sitting around having a pity party and complaining. He decided to sing about the greatness of God. He was saying in effect, “My enemies may be powerful, but I know my God is all powerful. My obstacles may be high, but I know my God is the Most High.” He wasn’t talking to God about how big his problems were; he was talking to his problems about how big his God was!

Do you need to change your song today? Instead of complaining and thinking about what you’re not, start thanking God for what you are becoming. Just like David, stay in faith and sing to the Lord knowing that He’s going to complete what He’s started in you.


Today’s Verse: “…Joshua said to the people: ’Shout, for the LORD has given you the city!’…And it happened when the people heard the sound of the trumpet, and the people shouted with a great shout, that the wall fell down flat” (Joshua 6:16 & 20, NKJ).

Today’s Word:

One of my favorite passages in the Bible is when Joshua and the Israelites took over the city of Jericho. Jericho had a massive wall built around the city that no army could penetrate. But that didn’t stop God from giving them the victory. He simply commanded the Israelites to march around the city in silence for six days, and on the seventh day they were to give a shout of praise.

It’s interesting that they had to shout before the walls came down. It seems more natural to shout and be happy after the victory, after the walls have fallen. But no, that doesn’t take any faith. We can all sing and give God praise when we’re on the mountaintop. But God wants us to learn to give Him praise when we’re in the valley.

If you are facing difficulty today, if there seems to be massive walls standing in the way of your breakthrough, remember, praise precedes the victory. Why don’t you do like the Israelites and give a shout of praise anyway. Stand and believe that God is at work even if you don’t see it. Before long, those walls will come down, and you’ll move forward into the victory He has prepared for you!

Today’s Verse: “…Joshua said to the people: ’Shout, for the LORD has given you the city!’…And it happened when the people heard the sound of the trumpet, and the people shouted with a great shout, that the wall fell down flat” (Joshua 6:16 & 20, NKJ).

Today’s Word:

One of my favorite passages in the Bible is when Joshua and the Israelites took over the city of Jericho. Jericho had a massive wall built around the city that no army could penetrate. But that didn’t stop God from giving them the victory. He simply commanded the Israelites to march around the city in silence for six days, and on the seventh day they were to give a shout of praise.

It’s interesting that they had to shout before the walls came down. It seems more natural to shout and be happy after the victory, after the walls have fallen. But no, that doesn’t take any faith. We can all sing and give God praise when we’re on the mountaintop. But God wants us to learn to give Him praise when we’re in the valley.

If you are facing difficulty today, if there seems to be massive walls standing in the way of your breakthrough, remember, praise precedes the victory. Why don’t you do like the Israelites and give a shout of praise anyway. Stand and believe that God is at work even if you don’t see it. Before long, those walls will come down, and you’ll move forward into the victory He has prepared for you!



Today’s Verse: “Sing, O childless woman, you who have never given birth...” (Isaiah 54:1, NLT).

Today’s Word:

Sometimes, when we don’t see our dreams and desires coming to pass, we can feel empty and barren like a woman who is unable to have children. But look at what this verse is saying: if you’ve got unborn promises, don’t just sit around in defeat. Don’t just give up and say, “Too bad for me.” No, God says when you’re barren, the first thing you need to do is sing a song of praise. You might think, “Well, Joel, I’m kind of depressed today. I’ll sing after I have my ‘baby.’” No, this passage wasn’t written to people who were holding their baby and had seen their dreams come to pass. It was written to empty-armed people; people who didn’t have what they were believing for. Do you know why? When you’re giving God praise, do you know what you are doing? You are activating your faith and putting yourself into position to give birth to that promise. You are setting yourself up for God to move on your behalf.

Why don’t you get into position today by singing a song of praise? All throughout the day, thank Him for what He is doing in your life and watch those dreams and desires come to pass.


Today’s Verse: “Unto You, O my Strength, I will sing praises; for God is my Defense, my Fortress, and High Tower, the God Who shows me mercy and steadfast love” (Psalm 59:17, AMP).

Today’s Word:
In the Bible, David had all kinds of challenges. People lied about him, accused him, and tried to kill him. In Psalm 59 he says, “My enemies are coming against me like vicious dogs trying to destroy me. But as for me, what am I going to do? I will sing about Your power. And I will shout for joy for You are my refuge, my place of safety in my day of distress.”

Notice, in David’s time of need, he wasn’t sitting around having a pity party and complaining. He decided to sing about the greatness of God. He was saying in effect, “My enemies may be powerful, but I know my God is all powerful. My obstacles may be high, but I know my God is the Most High.” He wasn’t talking to God about how big his problems were; he was talking to his problems about how big his God was!

Do you need to change your song today? Instead of complaining and thinking about what you’re not, start thanking God for what you are becoming. Just like David, stay in faith and sing to the Lord knowing that He’s going to complete what He’s started in you.





Dear Friend,

Hebrews 11 is one of my favorite passages in the whole Bible. It's often called "The Hall of Faith" – Noah. Abraham. Joseph. Moses. They all had their own unique dream that God placed in their hearts. Long before they saw their dreams come to pass, they could see them.

Can you see your name listed with theirs? God can. The same God who placed dreams in each of these heroes of the Bible has placed a great dream inside of you.

Whenever the dream inside you begins to show itself, there will be challenges, adversity and people telling you to give up. But the key is to KNOW that you KNOW that God will make good on His promise … and keep believing in and obeying God even when everything and EVERYONE around you is telling you to quit.

No one else can accomplish the dream God gave you. God planted the dream in your heart. No one else can do it for you. Through faith and obedience to God's Word, you can accomplish it, but you've got to take action.

Dreams only come true when the dreamer takes action.

If you are unsure of the dream, ask God to give you wisdom and clarity. Maybe you're having a hard time holding on to it because of the pressures of life. Or maybe you've been waiting and this is your moment to step out and move forward in faith!

The dream that God has given Victoria and me is not complicated. God has given us a dream to share His message of HOPE that leads people from all over the world to a relationship with Christ.

We ask for your help as we fulfill this God-inspired dream and reach out to as many people as possible. Thank you for your generous and faithful support..

Believing God's Best,


Joel Osteen

A Final Word – Don't forget, Dream Week starts October 5th. It's just a few days away, and we want you to be an active part of it. As you prayerfully consider what God would have you do to help us continue spreading the message of HOPE to others, I want to encourage you also to take a moment today to share your dream with us. You won't regret it!
Today’s Verse: “…Joshua said to the people: ’Shout, for the LORD has given you the city!’…And it happened when the people heard the sound of the trumpet, and the people shouted with a great shout, that the wall fell down flat” (Joshua 6:16 & 20, NKJ).

Today’s Word:

One of my favorite passages in the Bible is when Joshua and the Israelites took over the city of Jericho. Jericho had a massive wall built around the city that no army could penetrate. But that didn’t stop God from giving them the victory. He simply commanded the Israelites to march around the city in silence for six days, and on the seventh day they were to give a shout of praise.

It’s interesting that they had to shout before the walls came down. It seems more natural to shout and be happy after the victory, after the walls have fallen. But no, that doesn’t take any faith. We can all sing and give God praise when we’re on the mountaintop. But God wants us to learn to give Him praise when we’re in the valley.

If you are facing difficulty today, if there seems to be massive walls standing in the way of your breakthrough, remember, praise precedes the victory. Why don’t you do like the Israelites and give a shout of praise anyway. Stand and believe that God is at work even if you don’t see it. Before long, those walls will come down, and you’ll move forward into the victory He has prepared for you!

Today’s Verse: “I think it right, as long as I am in this tabernacle (tent, body), to stir you up by way of remembrance” (II Peter 1:13, AMP).

Today’s Word:

Do you know that when we dwell on the wrong things, it affects our moods? We get down, discouraged, and lose our hope. Some people today don’t have the joy and the enthusiasm God wants them to have because they are constantly dwelling on negative things.

But if we want to be in the position to take hold of all that God has in store for us, we have to stir ourselves up by changing our thinking. Instead of dwelling on and remembering all the bad things that have happened in life, you have to remember all the good things God has done for you. Every time you give God praise, every time you sing a song of victory, you are acknowledging and remembering His goodness. You are causing your mind to focus on what He’s done for you. And, I’m convinced one reason the scripture tells us to bless the Lord at all times is because you can’t praise and complain at the same time!

I encourage you today, stay proactive. Don’t become passive in your thought life. Don’t let your guard down. Keep stirring yourself up by remembering His faithfulness and watch what He will do on your behalf!

Today’s Verse: “Bless our God, O peoples, give Him grateful thanks and make the voice of His praise be heard” (Psalm 66:8, AMP).

Today’s Word:
Do you know why praise is so important? When you give God praise, you are putting yourself in a position of power. You are connecting with Him and strengthening your inner man. You are watering the seeds of destiny He has placed on the inside of you.

If you are believing God for something specific, all throughout the day just thank Him that the answer is on the way. “Father, thank You for my new job.” “Thank You for restoring my marriage.” “Thank You for healing my body.” When you live with an attitude of thanksgiving, you are putting your faith to work and activating God’s supernatural power in your life. You are making progress toward seeing those promises fulfilled.

Make the decision today to water those seeds of destiny with praise and thanksgiving. Put God first and acknowledge Him in everything you do. Soon, you’ll see those promises take root, and it won’t be long before they flourish into the abundant harvest the Lord has prepared for you!

It's from Joel Osteen's daily devotionals...my personal message from God..I take position awhile ago when we practice for a concert. I am more comfortable with worship but He allowed me to sing praise to Him in a concert!!! Who am I to disobey??? I praise Him through our songs and glorify His name amidst of my brokenness. I feel His presence and I was surrounded by His comfort..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

the moDel of a Holy Man- JESUS CHRIST

Dr. Azana asked us last night to describe a Holy man and we answered six characters. But the simplest answer is the simply Christ-like. Yeah it's simple but it's the hardest thing to do right? Even the most obedient Christians in the world will always struggled in pursuing the Christ like attitude.



I have learned that Jesus is non-sectarian and non-judgmental. He came to this earth not as a judge but as a Savior of the earth. The past few days are tough opportunities to apply the things that you have learned. I was corrected again by God not to judge. In some ways I didn't know I was already pronouncing a judgment to a person even in a slight manner.

I was reminded again of the word "grace", which is giving to someone he or she didn't deserve. I am His child, created in His own image, and I am only His servant. So who am I not to practice it to other people. Forget about the hurt, forget about the pain. That's why Jesus told us, deny yourself, carry your cross, then follow me.

I still struggle on the part denying oneself...i always focus on my hurt, my pain, ......duh!!! forget about it! I am praying to God to handle my deceiving heart. It's not easy for Jesus to take the cross but He did for the will of His father! He's the best model if we want to become Holy. The moment we surrender, not accept Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord, the journey of becoming a holy one begins.Jesus is living within us. and if we are faithful in Him and in His words, we can surely attain a life of holiness.

The person who is most pained, hurt, and humiliated is the one that initiates forgiveness and reconciliation... He was mocked, spitted in face, betrayed, maltreated, and tortured to death....yet he did not complain!!!! He didn't deserve these but He did for the undeserving like us.

There was pain in my heart because I was rebuked but i was more enlightened..i always look back to the cross everytime I am in pain..because Jesus was the most wounded person that we need to remember...

Friday, September 11, 2009

What are 49 Ways to Love God and Others?

49 Commands of Christ
By ITW Staff

The theme of all Scripture is to love God with all of our hearts and to love one another.
 
(Read Matthew 22:40 and John 13:34.)
1. Repent—Matthew 4:17 Humility
2. Follow Me—Matthew 4:19 Meekness
3. Rejoice—Matthew 5:12 Joyfulness
4. Let Your Light Shine—Matthew 5:16 Generosity
5. Honor God’s Law—Matthew 5:17–18 Love
6. Be Reconciled—Matthew 5:24–25 Responsibility
7. Do Not Commit Adultery—Matthew 5:29–30 Self-Control
8. Keep Your Word—Matthew 5:37 Truthfulness
9. Go the Second Mile—Matthew 5:38-42 Deference
10. Love Your Enemies—Matthew 5:44 Creativity
11. Be Perfect—Matthew 5:48 Sincerity
12. Practice Secret Disciplines—Matthew 6:1–18 Faith
13. Lay Up Treasures—Matthew 6:19–21 Thriftiness
14. Seek God’s Kingdom—Matthew 6:33 Initiative
15. Judge Not—Matthew 7:1 Discernment
16. Do Not Cast Pearls—Matthew 7:6 Discretion
17. Ask, Seek, and Knock—Matthew 7:7–8 Resourcefulness
18. Do Unto Others—Matthew 7:12 Sensitivity
19. Choose the Narrow Way—Matthew 7:13-14 Decisiveness
20. Beware of False Prophets—Matthew 7:15 Alertness
21. Pray For Laborers—Matthew 9:38 Compassion
22. Be Wise as Serpents—Matthew 10:16 Wisdom
23. Fear Not—Matthew 10:26 Boldness
24. Hear God’s Voice—Matthew 11:15 Attentiveness
25. Take My Yoke—Matthew 11:29 Obedience
26. Honor Your Parents—Matthew 15:4 Honor/Reverence
27. Beware of Leaven—Matthew 16:6  Virtue
28. Deny Yourself—Luke 9:23 Determination
29. Despise Not Little Ones—Matthew 18:10 Tolerance
30. Go To Offenders—Matthew 18:15 Justice
31. Beware of Covetousness—Luke 12:15 Contentment
32. Forgive Offenders—Matthew 18:21–22 Forgiveness
33. Honor Marriage—Matthew 19:6 Loyalty
34. Be a Servant—Matthew 20:26-28 Availability
35. Be a House of Prayer—Matthew 21:13 Persuasiveness
36. Ask in Faith—Matthew 21:21–22 Patience
37. Bring in the Poor—Luke 14:12–14 Hospitality
38. Render to Caesar—Matthew 22:19–21 Gratefulness
39. Love the Lord—Matthew 22:37-38 Enthusiasm
40. Love Your Neighbor—Matthew 22:39 Gentleness
41. Await My Return—Matthew 24:42–44 Punctuality
42. Take, Eat, and Drink—Matthew 26:26–27 Thoroughness
43. Be Born Again—John 3:7 Security
44. Keep My Commandments—John 14:15 Diligence
45. Watch and Pray—Matthew 26:41 Endurance
46. Feed My Sheep—John 21:15-16 Dependability
47. Baptize My Disciples—Matthew 28:19 Cautiousness
48. Receive God’s Power—Luke 24:49 Orderliness
49. Make Disciples—Matthew 28:20 Flexibility
 
I must admit that I failed to some of them, forget some of them..but i don't ignore them.. Because these are the 49 ways to show our love to God....

source: discipleshiptools
 
 

What's So Amazing About Grace?

It was the book of best selling author Phillip Yancey.. I had to admit that I got bored by the way he presented his thoughts but I find it hard to ignore it..Aside from it's a requirement, I know that I will learn a lot..it has a life changing effect.. when I am creating a final exam and reflecting on my learnings, I can't help but cry when I contemplate on God's goodness..

Grace is given to someone who doesn't deserve it.. It costs nothing from the recipient but costs everything from the Giver. God costs His Son for those who are undeserving. We did nothing to deserve God's gift-a gift of life...yet we have it. I always look back to the Parable of the Lost Son...and I always see myself in it.

Grace taught me how to be humble, how to be patient, and how to forgive.. It continously teach me how to love others most especially the unlovables. I don't deserve His grace, but I have it. God accepted the best and the worst of who I am. So who am I to boast?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Leadership in God's KiNGDOM

There's a big difference between secular leadership and biblical leadership. They are actually on the opposite poles.

If you want to become a leader, you must aim to be a servant first. That's the only thing that will make you qualify as a leader in God's kingdom. In this world, you need to have power, prestige, and pride.

LEADERSHIP IN GOD'S KINGDOM IS ALL ABOUT SERVANTHOOD. It is forgetting yourself for the sake of other people. It is all about HUMILITY as what Jesus did. I always bear in mind the basin and towel as a sign of God's humility. If we know our position to God, we would care less about getting a position in ministry.

We are fueled to do more for God in serving Him because He loves us much. Jesus is the best model, the best disciple and the best discipler of all times. Being a part of God's kingdom is already a privilege. If He will exalt His servant, He will do it in His time, not ours. If He will promote a servant, He will promote it regardless of what he's doing in the church.