REST IS OVER…BACK TO WORK!

                I’m supposed to go to sleep but I can’t find a way to close my eyes and set my brain in a deep slumber. It feels my rest is not yet enough but I know I really need to get back to work. I just spend my time writing journals and watching some movies. I get a chance to watch the podcast of the conference I attended last May 18. It was the Unstoppable faith of Nic Vujicic (pronounced like Vuyijich). I want to abandon my job and find another work but I just cannot do that.

                Out of desperation, I really wanted to take place of my teammate who was kicked out in a company for not following the process, leading to the customer’s death. I don’t want end my job that way. I wish I can just run away but I know God will not be pleased. I need to follow the process and finish my responsibility. I know I’m really really tired but with God’s strength He will let me finish what I started. I have to follow the process of rendering 30 days before I walk away from my blasted work.

                I am really stressed out and I wanted to find a job that I will surely love, even if it’s stressful. After 20 days of work, I will finally be free.

                No matter what, I will always be grateful that I have the chance to become a call center agent. It’s never an easy job. You are just sitting but receiving a lot of shouts and bad words coming from your customers. Even if you don’t take personally, in the end it’s still draining. I still thank God that this job help me support my family. This job helps me buy my laptop through SSS loan. Well, without this job, where will I get my contribution that will help me qualify for a loan?

                But seriously, I need to move on. I will never forget all the things I’ve learned from being a call centre agent. I will always be thankful that it helped me support my family most especially my sister’s tuition fee. And mostly, this job was used by God to glorify Him in giving tithes. This was the job that He used for molding me the way He wanted me to be. This was the job that He used to help me to be more patient, humble, and helps to endure and suffer long. It was painful but in the end, it was worth it knowing that those humbling experience will bear the fruits of righteousness.

                So just like a Christmas vacation, I am now counting my days before I filed my resignation letter this coming June 21 and render 30 days.