Sunday, August 11, 2013

MY FAMILY: MY UNIQUE STRENGTH



                I don’t have a regular communication with my family in Bicol. But I do keep in touch with them once in a while when I had the chance to call them. I know they are busy, most especially my Mom and Aya and I don’t want to disturb them. I just want to make sure I get the chance to talk to them when they are free.
                I called my sister Agi first. I am soooooo thankful that God heard my prayers that she wanted to go here in Manila. I know I had a great chance to share Christ with her. At least I know her plans. I was just touched by what she said about me. But am always, always laughing.Lol! I know there are no dull moments when I am talking with my two sisters. I am always laughing. I opened up about my plan of vacation trip in Boracay. Agi’s planning that too. But we both agreed Boracay is now a common place and decided to plan a vacation trip in El Nido, Palawan. I forgot that my friggin’ sister is a tourism graduate so she very well knows great places to visit! Argh! She’s joking Aya, when we planned it, it will be the time when Arysa’s going to have a review or when she’s going to have the board exam. I really can’t help but laugh.
                She reminded Aya when she already graduated to help me with my masteral degree. And Agi will shoulder my travel. Hahaha! That’s one of my greatest dream, to travel. Being the eldest sister in the family is not easy. I know that my oldest brother could feel that burden too. But I don’t have regrets that I put them as my priority aside from honoring God. Well, I am honoring God by fulfilling my responsibility with them. I was just touched to hear those words from my sister. I am not expecting them to help me out but I know someday I might need help.
 But I am just glad they had plans of returning the favor. I am not expecting much from them. I am just glad that I was able to help them. And I am glad that I was able to fulfill my duties as their BIG sister. It’s worth all the dreams that I set aside to prioritize them. It’s worth all the luxuries that I decided not to buy or accumulate because I need to consider them first. I know it will be worth it. Three lives changed because I was given the opportunity to help.
I was initially strengthened after I get a chance to talk to Mama, Aya, &Agi. The strength I am getting from them is really unique that I can’t get from anybody else except them. I got strengthened not because of the rewards that I will be getting from them but because I know someday, their lives will be fruitful and it is my privileged to be one of the contributors. 

KEEPING GOOD MEMORIES



                There are things in life that are worth keeping while some are better yet thrown in a trash bin. If bad memories and bad thoughts are like that, I could just easily do that. But our minds are not working like that. It’s not like a computer where we can easily delete those files that we no longer need.
                In spite of my failed application a while ago, I still manage to keep a hopeful and expectant attitude that I will have a new job as soon as possible. I realized am not prepared yet but I will be ready next time. I opened my two accounts in Facebook and I start saving all of my tagged photos. Unfortunately, my roommate’s internet connection got expired so I didn’t manage to save all of them.
While looking on those pictures, I can’t help but get excited. I really miss the good times I had when I was a teacher in STI-Naga College. That was the best work experience I’ve ever had. I miss the team building that I created just for my two classes to get them ready for medical mission. That was really awesome. I miss the day when we had our youth convention in Legaspi City and went to Lignon Hill. I miss the fun quiz that I turned it into such a crazy game to make it livelier and active. I had the best time in my life being a simple NSTP teacher. My experience was rewarding and irreplaceable.
I miss the times when I am still connected with Teleperformance. I had the chance to team up with the best TCL people. We had more time to bond as a team in spite of the stressful job. My male supervisor was so cool I can handle all the stressful calls I had with the worst scenario.
I miss the times when I am still studying at Bible school and learning more and more about God. Every day, I am always excited to finish my work and look forward for new learning. That was both in BCCL in Albay and CBI in Naga. I enjoyed both and I learned a lot but I appreciated the teachings more in CBI. That was really really enriching and practical. I miss the times that I going with my brothers and sisters in WIM-Naga. I am the youngest so it’s inevitable I am always the “pulutan”.
I miss the times that I am teaching bible stories with my cousins in Baao. I miss the times when I am still a part of the music team in JDC Bicol and singing worship songs for God. I miss the times that I am still involved in different outreaches and activities in JDC Bicol. I miss the fellowship held at Bicol University, BRTTH, or Albay Plaza. It was always Rizzalyn, or sometimes Joey. Most of the time it was always Rizzalyn. I had a chance to have a fellowship with other brothers and sisters in my own church.
I miss those days. But I know I need to move on and look forward for better experience and happier memories. Keeping those memories gave me happy thoughts and happy feelings. It’s better to remember those kinds of memories and let go of the pain of bad memories.


FIRST GOAL: SEEKING GOD’S KINGDOM



                I opened my facebook account just for a while to use the internet. My intention was simply print my curriculum vitae and resignation letter. I need to submit it to HR department because I was told by them they don’t have the documents yet. It was a blessing in disguise because that’s the reason why my mobile plan was approved a couple of days after I applied for it.
                When I opened it, I’m seeing lots of updates coming from my different friends in FB. Some of them just bought a latest gadget- ipod and tablet (my dream gadgets! Ooooh!), some of them are about to take their masteral or doctorate degree. Some are basically upgrading their knowledge by taking vocational courses so they can be more competent in their work. My first reaction was “wow! Buti pa sila!” But I was reminded that those things I am dreaming will fulfill by God according to His plan and timeframe. Maybe it hasn’t come yet. But I know He will, someday.
                I just smiled in front of the computer and told myself, “I will go back to basics first and that is seeking God”. I was at peace and I easily let go of those envious feelings in my heart. I didn’t bother that I still didn’t achieve my dreams yet. If that is what God wants for me, then He will be the one who will fulfill it for me. So why do I need to bother? The most important for me right now is my relationship with Him. I had a lot of concerns to think every day but I didn’t worry because He will provide what I need. I am supposed to apply for another job but then I changed my mind. I am not yet ready. Besides, I still need to process my clearance from my last employer just to make sure everything was settled before having a new job.
                So when I am tempted to wander my mind in those materials things I want to accumulate, God is reminding me about the verse in Matthew 6:33, “seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you”. 

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

LIST OF THINGS TO PRAY

July 8, 2013


                I was blessed with the preaching I attended two years ago from a woman pastor in World International Ministries- Naga City. It was about the prayer and how powerful it is. She recalled all tragedies happening in different parts of the world, the Philippines was always spared. Yes, we had storms but they are considered a common disaster in the country and we’re always surviving it nonetheless. But how about earthquakes and tsunamis that killed thousand lives in other countries? She believed it is because there are lots of Christians that are praying for our country and I believe in her as well. She said she had different list of different prayer points to pray every day.
I was inspired to do this so I created my own list as well. And start praying for them. I did this for months and I lost the time to pray for them. But while I am doing this, all the more I crave for other things to pray for. Now the Lord is bringing back the fire in my heart to intercede and this time, He added more in my prayer list. I asked God to help to become a prayer warrior to intercede with the all things that are happening in this world. Who will intercede in behalf of those lost souls except us? I believe it is not just enough to pray for our family, for our church that we belong but all the things that are happening in this world. He said in Philippians 4:6 “Be careful for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication let your request be known unto God”.
And we are also responsible for our own generation just like what Daniel did in his time. In Daniel 9:3-19, he is praying for his nation. He knew that Jerusalem is nearly approaching destruction and he stood up for his nation. We are tasked to do the same. How? By prayer and supplication. Jesus promised in John 14:13-14, whatever we asked in His name, He will do it.
I posted this to encourage my brothers and sisters in Christ to pray. This might sound too many and overwhelming but once you started it as a habit, you will want to pray more just like what I experienced before. I want to redeem the time and start praying for them. You can have your own list and pray for all the items I posted here. You might want to add them as well.


PRAYER LIST

MONDAY

1.       Salvation of family & relatives
·         health & protection, salvation for Mama, Nicolai, Aya, Agi & Arnie;
·         salvation of uncles, aunties, cousins, and relatives
·         Adrian’s family & relatives
2.       Salvation of the Philippines
·         Regions in the Philippines, from region 1 to 13
·         Contact centers – Stream, Sykes, TP, Accenture, ANZ, TRG, Orchid Cybertech, Acquire, Convergys, Eperformax, Concentrix, Global Sky, Allorica, Aegis, WNS, Microsourcing, Sitel, Spi Global, 24/7, IBM, Teletech
·         Schools and universities- students, teachers, staffs, and administrators
·         Office workers, laborers, minimum wagers, bankers, doctors, engineers, med tech, etc
3.       Salvation of other religions- Hinduist, Buddhist, Muslims, Shintoist, Paganism, Animism
4.       Salvation of other nations (you might have a list of countries in the world. I bought a world map just for this. I am praying at least 10 to 15 countries every night, depending on the leading of Holy Spirit)
5.       Salvation of youth today and the next generation
6.       Salvation of government leaders and politicians of Phils and other nations
7.       Salvation of bands and musicians
8.       Salvation of friends from SN sites- FB, Tagged, Myspace, Netlog
9.       Salvation of gays & lesbians and bisexuals

TUESDAY
1.       Christians in the world ( be specific for different countries)
·         Strengthened relationship with the Lord
·         Passion for Servanthood, commitment,  faithfulness, obedience to the Lord
·         To live a fruitful and victorious life
·         Spiritual growth (Eph 3:16-19)
2.       Disciples and leaders in the church
·         Pastors, ministry leaders, bible study leaders, worship leaders, church staff, teachers, bible school teachers, missionaries and campus missionaries, youth pastors
·         Continuous commitment with the church, continuous walk with the Lord
·         Wisdom in decision making, humility, endurance
3.       More laborers in the harvest

WEDNESDAY

1.       Church activities and ministries
·         Sunday service- fruitfulness for unbelievers, growth for the believers
·         Youth, young adult, men’s women’s, children’s ministries
·         Evangelism, discipleship, feeding programs, medical mission
2.       JDC & other churches such as WIM, VCF, CCF, GCF, JIL, Hope of Glory, COPA, THS, AG, Foursquare, JFCM,
3.       More prayer warriors
4.       Unity of the body of church

THURSDAY

1.       END TIMES/ SECOND COMING
·         Preparation of all Christians for the Lord’s coming
·         Enough harvest by the time Christ came ( more souls to be saved)
2.       Christian persecution – those who are newly baptized Christian coming from different religions, women who are raped, battered and forced to be married because of their faith
·         Endurance and extraordinary strength to stand on their faith even if it means martyrdom – may it served for the glory of God and for other’s salvation
·         Extraordinary protection and deliverance
·         Receive crown of righteousness in heaven
3.       Missions and ministries for different countries
·         Protection and wisdom as they minister
·         Continuous provision of finances
4.       Witchcraft and occult activities- salvation of witches and wizards, salvation of cults
5.        Murderers, rapists, drug lords, syndicates, prisoners, prostitutes, adulterers, cybersex workers, hackers, terrorists
6.       American brethren who will receive chips for Obama Care Implementation

FRIDAY

1.       Environmental degradation
·         Preserve natural resources and natural habitat of the world for the next generation
·         Preserve animals and their habitat
2.       Poverty – God will use His people to reach the poor
3.       Graft & corruption
4.       Human trafficking, cyber bullying
5.       Moral degradation
6.       Materialism, selfishness
7.       Abortion, youth early pregnancy, unwanted pregnancy
8.       Divorce
9.       Same sex marriage- enlighten them
10.   RH Bill
11.   Child labor, child abuse & child malnutrition most especially in Africa


SATURDAY
1.       Healing & salvation for broken families, - restoration
2.       Healing & salvation for the victims of rape, gang rape, any kinds of abuse, molestations, incest, pedophile, victims of domestic violence, sex workers, sex for flight victims, victims of human trafficking
3.       Healing & salvation for the victims of all crimes
4.       Wisdom for men & women in choosing the right partner to avoid divorce
5.       Companies pay due wages for the employers, increase of salary for the workers
6.       Expose companies anomalies in terms of providing the right salary for the workers
7.       Implementation of God- honoring laws in the Philippines, creation of laws that is biblically based
8.       Utilization of tax payers’ funds of projects- housing, health & sanitation, education
9.       Justice for Filipino people for politicians greed in graft & corruption; abolishment of PDAF and distribute it to the welfare of Filipino people

SUNDAY
1.       Pray for specific persons
2.       Self-development
·         Fruits of HS
·         Manage of emotions, overcome temptations, tame my mouth, be spirit-filled, consistency with the Lord’s walk,
·         Maximize skills in His kingdom, to live a fruitful & victorious life

FOR JESUS OUR DISCIPLER CHURCH (MANILA, MALOLOS, & BICOL)

1.       JDC brothers and sisters
·         Members’ personal relationship with Jesus- personal prayer, devotion, and bible reading. Not just involvement in different ministries.
·         Spiritual growth – increase in love, humility, obedience in the Lord
·         Experience God’s love & patience and in return, ability to show grace, love & patience to other people as God showed us
2.       Commitment & passion of the workers for the mission
·         that they do their task with love and humility
·         ability to truly empower others with humility
·         they do it with wisdom and love of Christ
3.       Tithes & offerings in church
·         Members commitment in tithing, that they do it with a cheerful heart
·         Financial provision of the Lord for the outreaches and other church activities
4.       Work of the workers and members
·         Salary increase, promotion
·         Increase territory, increase influence on their workplace
5.       Production of new members
·         Pray for open doors to build relationship to share the gospel
·         Opening of small groups and bible studies in different places
·         Spiritual growth of infants, their continuous walk with the Lord
6.       Raise of new workers to become the disciples & later will make disciples
7.       Renewal of commitment of old workers
8.       Salvation of the members’ family
9.       Sunday services , outreaches, and other activities in different areas in Bicol & Malolos
10.   Discipleship activities and bible school
11.   Decision making & wisdom of pastors and workers


GOAL SETTING



            I still spent a couple of days at boarding house to regain all the strength I need to get myself ready for the new job. Seriously, after my resignation, the on and off fever was gone. I know that the solution is just simple: quit my job asap!
            As a part of the rest, I spend time fixing my stuff and reading articles that will bring me new inputs. I read the article entitled 101 Ways to Live Your Life to the Fullest. What captured me most is to create a handbook where you can write down your dreams and goals in life. I realized I need to do it. I need to do some planning and to I don’t need to be surprised that some of them were not really accomplished.
            So I planned again. I created my goals and search my heart what would I really like to do in my life. I realized I was too focused on earthly things- accumulating wealth and worldly materials that will provide temporary satisfaction with my life. That’s the reason why some of them were not achieved yet. God is not part of it. I prayed and still read the bible. I always ask for His guidance. But I realize He is not my top priority and I am soooo ashamed for proclaiming myself a Christian!

            I still thank God that He allowed me to realize this. I prayed for my goals. I broke it down to short-term, mid-term, long-term, and the most important one: my lifetime goal. My lifetime goal is to honor God in everything I do and to spread the gospel across the world. I prayed to God that He will be my priority. 

Thursday, June 20, 2013

WAKE-UP CALL




                Yesterday, I received a text from an unknown sender. It was an urgent call among the children of God to pray for our brethren in United States as they will be suffering a great tribulation because Obama implemented the law of receiving the chips on their right hand which is considered as the marks of the beast. It is stated in “…..”
                I was scared for my brothers and sisters. But all the more I am scared for my relatives living in US and they don’t know anything about it. They are not aware that the chips they will receive are Satan’s deceiving plan to put them in eternal doom. I felt so useless and helpless that I didn’t do anything to warn them. All I can do is to pray that somebody close to them will give them a warning about receiving it. I emailed the online missionary named Frank in Florida and ask him how should I tell those things to my relatives but he didn’t say anything. He suggested they should be a believer of Christ before I can share what’s behind with the chip.
                I felt so useless. And I know I am accountable for their blood. I should have tried even if I will be ridiculed but I just can’t do it! I am soooooooooooo afraid. I don’t know what to say and how to start. I hate to know it’s too late for me.
                In desperation, I cried out to God last night. I asked forgiveness to God that I am sooooo focused with my job and leaving it. I am soooooooooooo worried of other things that I lose my focus and failed to pray for other things. I am soooooooooooooo focused with my personal agenda that I failed to pray for the needs of other people most especially those who need my intercession. I was soooo focused with myself that I failed to realize that there are other people who are experiencing greater trouble than me. I am so focused on worldly things, on things that I need to accomplish – I need to accumulate… Now I lost the time for prayer, for reading the bible, and sharing the gospel.
                I failed God a thousand times now. But I don’t have anyone except Him. I prayed to Him to redeem the time that I lost for praying the lost people and the people who are experiencing the dangers of end times. I’m not ready. But I need to. I have to.
                I know it was a wake-up call for me. I need to get things right with God. I need to become victorious with all the temptations that are coming my way. I am already victorious. I just need to take my positions and stand firm knowing that the battle is not mine but the Lord’s.
                It was a wake-up call for me to stay focused on the track no matter what kind of distractions life may throw at me. I should keep my eyes fixed with the Lord Jesus. The thought about having the marks of the beast scares the hell out of me. But focusing my mind and heart on Jesus vanishes away my fears. I was reminded by what He said in His word “Do not worry because such things must happen”.