I
still spent a couple of days at boarding house to regain all the strength I
need to get myself ready for the new job. Seriously, after my resignation, the
on and off fever was gone. I know that the solution is just simple: quit my job
asap!
As
a part of the rest, I spend time fixing my stuff and reading articles that will
bring me new inputs. I read the article entitled 101 Ways to Live Your Life to
the Fullest. What captured me most is to create a handbook where you can write
down your dreams and goals in life. I realized I need to do it. I need to do
some planning and to I don’t need to be surprised that some of them were not
really accomplished.
So
I planned again. I created my goals and search my heart what would I really
like to do in my life. I realized I was too focused on earthly things-
accumulating wealth and worldly materials that will provide temporary
satisfaction with my life. That’s the reason why some of them were not achieved
yet. God is not part of it. I prayed and still read the bible. I always ask for
His guidance. But I realize He is not my top priority and I am soooo ashamed
for proclaiming myself a Christian!
I
still thank God that He allowed me to realize this. I prayed for my goals. I
broke it down to short-term, mid-term, long-term, and the most important one:
my lifetime goal. My lifetime goal is to honor God in everything I do and to
spread the gospel across the world. I prayed to God that He will be my priority.
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