Monday, September 21, 2009

God's Plan for Me: to be a Missionary

We had a devotion yesterday for worship concert.. One of our worship leaders, Sally discussed the meaning of worship..We're on the right track and it's good learn more from other fellow Christian. I was assigned to be in intercession. But God has different plans..

I long for His presence and He easily found me. As usual, tears kept falling like rain in my face and I can't contain these emotions. He said I need to give up someone that I learned to love even for a short time. It's hurting but I can feel that God is comforting me as a Father. I need to do this, if I will disobey, I will only suffer. After that, He came to us as a God. He used Sally's mother to give His message. Wow! It's our first time to encounter this!

Jesus was speaking through her!!!!! He said that He's coming soon... and He will send us to the different parts of the world to become salt and light of this earth. He said He loves us. I can't help but cry. I long to be with Him... and He said to me, I need to spread His word to my neighbor in Naga. That was Krisha's family, my classmate in college. If I failed, I will suffer punishment. But whatever happens, I know that I will obey.

But what struck me most is His plan for me that I will be a missionary...woah!!! It was the second time around that He reveal His message. Wahuhuhuhu...There is fear inside me..But God will enable me to fulfill His plans for me.. I will be a missionary someday and there's nothing I can do to prevent this from happening.

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