i Miss You Lord!!!!

After a day of recreation with my friends in Christ, I was exhausted at work. I was thinking I'm on a day shift. on how wrong I was..and I spend the rest of Monday evening doing nothing. I ask guidance from the Lord..i'm thinking about the discipleship study in work..here i go again...my faith, patience, and endurance was being tested again.

But i kneel down to Him and completely trust Him surrendering everything to Him knowing that there is no way I can do this. The past few weeks has been exhausting and tiring for me because of the change of workplace. While I was riding on a jeep, i close my eyes and took a nap..It feels like someone is offering a shoulder to me.. and I know it's Him, reminding me that I can only take a rest on His arms..I missed Him already..it seems that it's eternity that we didn't talk...a day without prayer is like hell!!!!! three days of disobedience is more than hell!!jeeeeezzzzzz!!!



I should have learned all of this! oh how I really missed Him...sooooooo much...but I know that He's just there, carrying me in His arms, listening to the beat of my heart..and I could feel His presence...there's a silence but I know it's Him...

I realized that it's only Him that I badly needed..nothing in this world can ever make me need like the way I need Him..my soul has regained strength..all I know is to cling to Him, trust that He is in control, and wait for His timing...

I know that in His time He will use me to have a discipleship study on work....